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Thursday, January 27, 2011
Friday, December 10, 2010
My Mom, she tells a lot of lies
she never did before.
From now until she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is
and because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how is she,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how is she,
she seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see
nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For Gods sake Mom, just tell the truth
just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how is she
she'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
we'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom
with all the lies you told!"
Sunday, November 28, 2010
too much time
it has been to long since i have seen your beautiful face or heard your beautiful voice i miss you so much my heart feels empty without you and the house seems all to quiet i miss your belly laughs i was inspired by you to help and to follow all children well i feel weak i feel like i cant take the pain of losing another child i care so much about i hear relapse scans growth tests and it scares me it is time for the holidays and i feel so alone i wish you were still here frankie is having a very hard time latley dealing without you how is a mom supposed to go on everyday and act like everything is ok its not your not here with me and you are not in a better place a better place would be in my arms i am tired of seeing a cute bald smiling kid as the face of childhood cancer you were the reality suffering pain hell you couldnt even smile that is my reality and so many others so now tell me how am i supposed to go on and live my life without you the pain is just to much to take people tell me how beautiful you are and were even in your passing a good friend put it to me well a child in a casket doesnt look beautiful they look cold and dead i will never ever forget that smell its all burned into my memory that i will never forget hold your kids close cuz you just never know momma loves you baby girl and have a good nap my lil buddy that just lost his battle on thanksgiving i love you mister muah
natalies momma
brandy
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