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Please help me battle this inoperable brain tumor. I have finished my radiation treatments and my chemotherapy treatments have been stopped indefinitly due to my rapidly declining health. I am battling this beast with everything I have but it is starting to catch up with me now. My hospice nurse has told my mother that I may not make it to Christmas or my birthday and basically that all the fluid buildup is taking over my body. We are praying and hoping that I can make until then but have no idea how my health issues will play out in the forthcoming weeks. After being in contact with The Burzynski Clinic over the past few months we have determined that I will not be able to take part in his clinical trial. Mostly because of my health concerns. And with that being said we need more help now than ever before because mom and dad are still out of work so they can focus on me, my health, and keeping the rest of the household in good spirits. If anybody would like to contact us please do by emailing us at thenataliecoblefund@verizon.net. Any donations would be appreciated and would help with my daily needs that come along with this tumor. Thank you again and please don't forget to leave your comments down below so I have something good to hear everyday. Any donations can be sent to: Sovereign Bank 523 Nantasket Avenue Hull, MA 02045 C/O The Natalie Coble Fund

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

thinking of you alot today

so miss natalie this is hard i know you would never trade where you are now to come back here but the selfishness in me wants you back although i do not want you sick seeing what cancer did to you was almost more than i could bare i have been told i am a strong woman but really i dont want to be strong i want you i want your hugs and i want to hear you yell out mom i need you or is it time for my meds but then i think about it no five year old should ever say is it time for my meds or when is my next scan or when is kathy and alice comming to take my blood or is janet (hospice nurse) almost here god this hurts no child should ever feel this kind of suffering i saw another child at walmart a little girl about 4 years old and she had cancer you could tell trademark signs bald skinny frail weak i froze and her mom looked at me and said shes only sick then just shrugged her shoulders while giving me a somewhat dirty look then i just began to cry i almost didnt say anything but then i did i said i am so sorry this is not fair no child should ever feel this pain and she said that i would never understand how hard it is to watch your kids like this i looked at her smiled and said i do understand i have been where you are are i know childrens and brigham and womens and dana farer like the back of my hand for i also have had a child with cancer and she then asked how my child was doing and i said she is cancer fee now and in no more pain she smiled then i said yup she had the best doctor ever fix her his name was god and she looked at me and just cried see even when you have a child with cancer you still want to believe that they will make it that they will be the one but you never know if people could just understand this and love their children just a little bit more kiss them one more time watch a movie together and take that extra picture and never forget this could be you one day so please help spread awareness
                       love and hugs
                    brandy (angel natalie's mom)forever 5

Friday, March 5, 2010

ONE MONTH

SO ITS BEEN ONE MONTH WITHOUT YOU AND IT FEELS LIKE AN ETERNITY I JUST WANT TO HOLD YOU AND KISS YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU I MISS IT I MISS TAKING CARE OF YOU NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GOT I STILL LOVED IT THERE WASNT ANYTHING THAT THEY THREW AT ME THAT I COULDNT DEAL WITH UNTIL THAT AWFUL DAY I COULDNT MAKE YOU BREATHE I COULDNT MAKE YOU TAKE THAT BREATH I AM SO SORRY I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO FIX YOU I DID TRY SO HARD I WISH I HAD TRIED HARDER THIS IS SO MUCH HARDER THAN I EVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE JUST ONE MORE HUG ONE MORE KISS ONE MORE TIME TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU IF YOU ARE READING THIS BUT HAVE NEVER LOST A CHILD LET ME TELL YOU THIS IS REAL SHE IS GONE I WILL NEVER GET HER BACK AGAIN CANCER HAS TAKEN MY BABY NO MORE HUGS NO KISSES NO FIRST DAY OF KINDERGARDEN IT WAS ALL STOLEN FROM ME SO PLEASE HELP RAISE AWARENESS FOR MY CHILD THE CHILD NEXT DOOOR AND MAYBE EVEN YOUR OWN CHILD SOMEDAY CHILDHOOD CANCER SUCKS